Tag Archives: Love

What’s Left Behind

Note: I found some old poems just lying around in my desktop so I thought “what the heck, let me upload them,” enjoy the unhappiness of them.

I hate you
Its how you left me here alone with a person I don’t recognize
The face in the mirror staring back at me is not me
It’s a product, a thing, a curse you left behind
The tears you left spilling in your wake darken the spaces in my eyes
Your back turned to me is all I see
Over and over
A wraith is all that is left; all that is left from my ashes
You lit me up into a thousand flames and watched me burn until all that was left of me were the ashes
You watched my eyes burn and grow haunted, til nothing was left inside
Until I was nothing more inside
Only hollowness that eats at my soul and burns it in the fires of a thousand suns; blazing and throbbing painfully with every single breath
Another me is left behind, distorted into a horrible shape
Your eyes they haunt my every moment; I sleep they are there
I wake and they are all I see
When will the torment end?

Depth and Despair

If you only listen to the cries of the sky
The agony and pain I’ve felt at your hands
By your doing
Listen to my soul as it weeps
As its split open left to moan, alone
Where am I?
Whay am I doing?
Walking on an endless road that leads to nowhere
Nowhere
No place that won’t drown my heart
I can’t breathe
I can only make the sound of a wounded animal
The wind bites at my skin
The spray stings my eyes
Down there is my salvation
So I do the only thing I can
I follow my salvation, my peace
Have I found it? Maybe
But no one but the birds and wind will ever know
You will never know
Would you care?
Will I?
Where am I?
What am I doing?
Walking on a road to an abyss
Walking, running, falling
I no longer feel the wind
Nor the cries of the sky
Its tears no longer touch my skin
Nothing can
A light? Hope?
No; nothing
Nothing but blackness
Nothing but pain and despair
Is this me now?
Here in the depths all alone?
You have ruined me

Songs that can make you cry (most probably sad)

There are some songs that just strike a chord in you. You just sit down and listen and suddenly you get emotional and weepy and sad. Sometimes you hurt along with the artist and sometimes you feel like you understand what the artist is trying to say because you’ve felt it before or are feeling it. These types of songs are perfect for your mood sometimes. Other times you just appreciate the wording and lyrics. Here is a short list of sad song. Most (all) of them are about losing a loved one whether in death or just a tough break up may be unclear. Here goes:

  • All I Want by Kodaline
    This song is so very sad with lyrics like:
    All I want is nothing more
    Than to have you knocking at my door
    Because if could see your face once more
    I could die a happy man I’m sure
    …
    So if you loved me
    Why’d you leave me?

  • Talking to the Moon by Bruno Mars
    This song had me hooked the first time I heard it. It touched me in a way I will never understand:
    …
    I sit by myself
    Talking to the moon
    Trying to get to you
    In hopes you’re on the other side
    Talking to me too
    Or am I a fool
    Who sits alone, talking to the moon

  • Hate Me by Blue October
    I had this song for a long time and I never really listened to it. It took so long to start that I never really sat down to listen. When I finally did, I fell in love with it and the emotion in it:
    Hate me today
    Hate me tomorrow
    Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you
    Hate me in ways
    Ways hard to swallow
    Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

  • Paper thin Hymn by Anberlin
    I actually discovered this song on You Tube. I was watching this video and it was playing in the background and I liked it and the sound of it:
    When your only friends are hotel rooms
    Hands are distant lullabys
    If I could turn around I would tonight
    These roads never seemed so long
    Since your paper heart stopped beating
    Leaving me suddenly alone
    Will daybreak ever come?

  • Dark Paradise by Lana del Rey
    I only recently liked and heard this song. Someone close to me recommended it and then I heard it play on Vampire Diaries and I was like what the heck. I finally listened and I liked it when before all I liked was Video Games and Born to Die:
    Everytime I close my eyes
    Its like a dark paradise
    No one compares to you
    I’m scared that you won’t be waiting on the other side

    These songs are pretty dark or emotional or both. I love them and they touch my heart

    • Ghost

    I watched you,

    Watched you from afar

    Would you never know I was here?

    Would I forever be a ghost?

    A ghost to you

    Incorporeal

    Intangible

    A ghost forever your shadow!

    I want to scream out, “Why don’t you see me!!”

    “Why won’t you look at me!”

    “Why won’t you know me?”

    Look at me!

    Look at me and see

    See what you have made of me

    You and your golden smile!

    I am undone!

    Unhinged!

    Unnoticeable

    A ghost

    End

    Looking in your eyes I see home

    I see comfort and calm

    Safe and Haven

    I feel real for the first time

    Real enough to know this feeling is fleeting

    Floating where the wind will take it like the feathers of a dove

    I see you

    I see me

    No Us in sight

    I look around searching

    Searching for the light

    Our spark

    I don’t find it

    It is evanescent

    Gone

    You

    Me

    We are no more

    A Cat named Rebizzy

    A Cat named Rebizzy

    I admit it; I am a nerd who loves her cat! Rebelz is a big part of my life despite his vicious nature. He has this crazy way of growing on you that just knocks you off your computer when you realize it.
    I have therefore decided to make him his own category. It will highlight The adventures of a cat named Rebizzy.
    lol. Don’t judge.